星期五, 八月 20, 2004

Bursting w human repro info!!!

Man....I spent several hours earlier at Mac studying with my friend and only did part of my bio chapter! So irritating! But that is the best that I could go as I do not want to return to review much of this chapter later already......So irritated by it and my progress so blogging now for a small divergence from the continuous hours of long study............

Finally the blogskin change is done and complete, took a lot of pain and trouble trying to get it properly reselected in what you are seeing now. Credit goes to my friend Denise. Yeah I think now I will start referring to my friends with names unless its some sensitive thingy based on my personal analysis.

Oh yeah, the thingy that I wanted to mention about in my previous entry was about this conversation that I had with my classmates Shun Hua and Reuben. Well, I started the whole thing when I was asking Ruben if he was going to the prom and then much later we were talking about the prom as the last time meeting with your jc friends or classmates or whatever and thus should be seen as something that could be enjoyable and memorable and certainly a good contribution to the happier times of your jc life right? By then Shun Hua was into this topic with us. Then Reuben was saying that in class actually a lot of people don't like each other and then Shun Hua was saying that you can do nothing about such things even if you are the person involved.

The thing that was sad was that what the both of them said was true. I personally also have some people in class that I would rather not want to talk to. But don't be mistaken, I am certainly a person of little words in class and especially so if you do not hang around with me such. There are also those in class that I am quite alright with but just don't click and mind you, I do not have any ill thoughts about them. The thing is that if you don't like someone and know that you can't do anything much about seeing less of the person much, you simply just extract them out of your scope of surrounding friends etc. I guess that is natural but yet again it is sad that even within a small class population there are so much of this kind of blocking out of other people going on. Why can't everybody just be on friendly terms? Sad sad sad.....if only the utopia really exist.....I sometimes sigh and pain for the fact that we are and will always if not be further from the perfect world for nothing is meant to be perfect in this world. The worst part of it all is that you have to see perfection in imperfection in order to do many things, make many friends etc, but sometimes it's so hard. It is all in the mind.

Then my classmate Khariyah ever commented to me that I am a sadist and I sure am for I too often think about the things that make this world a very bleak place.

Then there was this thing about my friend Denise that I always find so interesting. If there was any problem bordering her, it would most likely be somehing about friendship of some sentiments about the level of being accepted in you immediate community of people. I was listening to 933 yesterday and I just think that the saying is so true, although it is meant for a bgr thingy about I think that it is also so applicable to all other human relations be it friends of acquintances, whatever you call it. here goes(in case you haven't realised, view my blog in Unicaode)(think it was something like this):

“游乐场里有很多好玩的东西,而其中就有跷跷板。跷跷板是要有两个人一起玩的, 就和一段感情一样,须要两个人的配合才能玩得高兴。当其中的一个人离开的时候,也就只剩下另一方坐在靠着地面上的这段。尽管这人势经得玩,他也永远还会呆在地面的这一段。到那时他也只有能离开跷跷板了。这就像一段感情一样,当你觉得对方已不感兴趣了,就别花费多余的力量来挽回了,游乐场还有别的人和玩具,你还能玩别的阿,不必伤心。最多就玩荡秋千,虽然是有时会觉得的孤单一人但这总比一个人在跷跷板上来的好,能随心所欲。秋千也能荡得很高而精彩”

That is the best that I can remeber. I guess I do not nee to explain further but I seriously know that this is sometimes a lot easier said then done but if you have the will power and enough determination to better your circumstance(if you are feeling unhappy about it), do something about it then. Hahaha....Shun Hua is like so gona ....when he reads this....

But yeah, about all this friendship thingy, I seriously think that ending of friendships is something of the distant past and something that only children say and do. Do not be mistaken for I am refering to ending an existingly, previously well friendship. I am sure there are some things that cause you guess to want to be friends of whichever degree and I think ending it is just stupid for you are then implying that all that you saw in the person was wrong??!

Amigos Para Siempre (friends forever)

Always try to sit down and talk about it if possible, something can definitely workout but ending a initially well development friendship certainly shouldn't be the case unless you guys have been in falsehood all along. think about it, actually, there are a lot of things that you know what you should or should not do but believe me, I am an expert at this knowing what is best or right or whatevr you call if andnot do it or twisting things a little. Well, who said that you must always play be the rules?

I subscribe to live your life to the fullest and never to look back and regret whatever you missed or already did for the past is the past, you only got the present and future. Follow you heart people, it may not be the best decision but it will be the one with the least regrets later.

nitezz

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